How
do bloggers do this shit? I mean, I have been doing this blogging thing since year 2013 and never
have I been consistent with posting. I can’t even remember why I started one (lowkey ~pabibo~ much?). Nevertheless
I’ve been a fan of bloggers namely Camie Juan, Cielo Fernando,
Jeline Catt, Renee Deguzman, Nicole Cord-Cruz, ETC. Their blogs are heaven. I don’t know how they do it,
but damn am I a huge fan. Pursuing that kind of line is torture (well duh). Owing
to the fact that first, you are going to be judged on how good you write or in
general the content of your blog. I mean
who likes to read nonsense right? Second, the photos you take. Let’s be
real, people often give more attention to it than the content itself. Sorry to
break it to you (and myself) but you ‘gotta have the skillz’ to be like one of
them...
Nah I’m just kidding
just be yourself and don’t listen to what others say because boo, life is all
about you doing you. “It’s never too late to be what you might
have been” -Anon
For the past two-three
years I’m still stuck in the same dilemma, “What
should I post?” If you by chance read my old posts, you are damn right;
it’s all the same shit. It is either about school, complains about my life, the
struggles I experience or complacent nonsense. Way back 2013 (just months in
the blogging world), I remember forcing myself –wait no, I was pressuring
myself to post something, ANYTHING because it felt like I was far behind from
other teen bloggers (the heck right?) So, I started to post things about my week, the things I bought for myself, my
fangirling days!!! And let us not forget my woe days (okay don’t search for
those and just stick with my recent ones hah). Though I am very much pleased
that I get to travel and share it. It lessens the thought of my blog being a
total junk. I honestly want to continue blogging even if I only get to post
once or twice a month. It makes me comfortable and satisfied that I have this
kind of world, you know?
I tried vlogging. But
thanks to my low self-esteem that didn’t work out. That has always been my
problem, when I try to vlog I always feel like ‘eh I look so bad I want to punch myself’ even when talking to
people I am not close to! I feel so uncomfortable. I can’t look at them in the
eyes when we’re having a conversation. Regardless, I do travel vlogs. My
editing skills are pretty much on the down low lol (there are still a lot to
learn!!!)
I am aware that I have
to do better. I have to redeem myself from all the hiatus I did and someday
this blog will be it for me. To all the aspiring bloggers out there, good luck.
My
last year in college, this is it.
It has already been two months. I can’t really believe
it but, I know I have got to. This is my reality. There are only a number of months left before I graduate
and the pressure is freaking high right now! I bet this semester is going to be
like a freaking circus. We will definitely be juggling our way through doing
thesis work, attending + doing course works for our remaining elective classes
and at the same time our internship. Being a senior in college is so ~ fun~.
Though I am really excited to start my internship! Hell yeahhh. Obviously I
can’t wait to participate! Working on a radio station sounds hard but I’m just
hoping for the best that I could pull it off. 200 hours is a lot, I’m already
counting the days and ready to adjust in my schedule.
And after this year my
road to adulthood is ON. Do you ever get the feeling where you’re nervous as
heck about the future but there’s also a bit of excitement?? Or is it just me?
I always get that kind of feeling. Reality
is so ready to bite me in the ass.
P.S.
How do you avoid getting writers block? Give me tips!! xxx
No comments:
Post a Comment